
I’ve been sitting in my flat drinking good coffee and listening to music in my underwear all day. How lazy, how good.
Sometimes it is nice to have a little space, especially as I haven’t really had any in the last two years. To be honest, I mostly didn’t want any.
This week he surprised me by saying he’s going skiing in Austria until Sunday so I can have the flat to myself.
I think he just needed to get away from this flat. I don’t blame him. I’m scared sometimes that I’m just repressing how much I still might love him.
I honestly feel like I’ve really changed though. I’m not a different person to what I’ve ever been, I’m just an old version of myself.